So Sad... So Very Sad Indeed

I've always wanted to be famous. From as far back as I can remember I've wanted to be a famous writer. I've never had the chance. I guess that I'm just not original enough, and I have a really short attention span :P
I am fourteen now and I'm still...
ME.
I wanted to change so badly, I wanted to become something beautiful like Cinderella. but dreams never come true no matter what others may think.
Another note on my personality is that I am extremely paranoid. I always think that people are talking about me and when I find out that they really are, It hurts.
I'm trying to look on the bright side but...
its not that easy.
If someone reads this, they'll think that I'm some pathetic loser who lives on the Internet. Maybe they won't be wrong. But someday I'll have my own manga published and who'll be the loser.
Until then though, all insults will be taken graciously and I won't retalliate.